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Circus Lonely

by Little Brother

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1.
Castle Town 02:04
we live in castle town seven years and twilight realms that light has gone from the sky the day i saw my mum cry we live in castle town he let some of us down walls are meant to keep us in the water's not safe to drink
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Ineffable 01:25
i am thinking of a word and i want you to guess it it's the same words that's been running around my head for days i think i like you and i want to get to know you i think you and me would be okay 'cause i think you're ineffable and wouldn't it be wonderful if you and me became a thing not just inside my head they say i'm ineffable but i think they're destined to fail if they're not trying hard enough to get inside my head
3.
Bears 02:52
i'm so tired of you and all you put me through i'm so tired of me i just want to sleep hibernate like a bear paws for hands, fur for hair i joined the circus when i was ten, i'm as much of a freak now as i was then you can't see my bones but the scars are still there you can throw knives at me because i don't care
4.
in the night i can't fight my desire i don't try you'll never want me you'll never want me and i'll never be free 'cause you'll never want me
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i hope you feel bad about what you've done i really hope you're not having fun you were never- ever kind and i don't care you're out of my mind i don't care you're out of my mind
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Good Friday 05:32
it feels like august turning to september i wish that i was unable to remember please be nice to me please be nice to me please just hold me please just let me breathe spring is here but it still feels like winter i'm no use and i don't feel like a very good sister someone talk to me i get all my comfort from the tv please be nice to me please just hold me and i'm a very good liar but i am just so tired nobody say it, nobody say the word 'cancer' you know what, never mind, it doesn't fucking matter
9.
i can't sleep i feel like i'm living in a dream and i can't breathe i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't sleep i can't breathe i feel like i'm living in a dream and i can't sleep i can't breathe i can't breathe i can't breathe
10.
Not Ready 02:55
i hate to see you cry but it happens all the time i try to make it right but it happens so fast i try to be introspective but it's hard to be reflective and nothing ever stays and nothing lasts they're only young and everything's going wrong i can't tell you it'll be alright 'cause that's a lie i try to clear my head but i'm an "introspective" mess and i wish i could find the words to tell them why it's not alright it's not alright it's not alright it's not alright
11.
Seven 02:36
i thought i was getting better everyday through every weather but it's still the same and it doesn't matter i'm still the same and it doesn't matter the sun is out and the leaves are growing but i still don't know where i'm going but it's still the same so it doesn't matter but i'm still the same, it doesn't matter and i can't forget that it happened i can't forget i think i am getting better every day through every weather but it's still the same but it doesn't matter i'm still the same but it doesn't matter the sun is out and the leaves are growing and i still don't know where i'm going but i'm okay so it doesn't matter i'm okay so it doesn't matter
12.
Love's Bitca 03:46
i'm so love sick i'm so fucking thick it's not worth it it's not worth it you're so lovely i am just me from the first glance i never had a chance i never realised it would hurt this much all i want to do is look at you and touch sometimes i hate you but then you see right through me and all my fears i haven't felt this interesting in years sometimes i lie awake and hope this love is fake i could be everything you want but my body wrong my body is wrong and you're so strong and i'm so wrong and i never realised it would hurt this much all i want to do is look at you and touch you're so far away and yet so close at the same time and i could wait here but i'd be wasting my time because you'll never be mine
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Thursday 02:00
what am i doing here i don't have much to say i gave up on you just the other day what am i doing here there's nothing i can do i feel it in my chest but i can't feel you 'cause you're drunk and she's sick and i can't fix this i can't fix this i'm just a child in grown-up clothes please don't leave me here alone
14.
Stupid Song 01:53
i wish i knew how to always be on time i wish i knew how to not get it wrong this time i wish i knew how to please you and not be shit at everything i wish i knew how to prove you that i'm not lazy i'm just stupid

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Recorded between October 2012 and April 2013.

Like always, the volume of each song is slightly different from the last, you can hear a variety of background noises, and some light humming. Like computer humming, not people humming.

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released May 20, 2013

All instruments, singing, recording, and mixing done by Emily, save for a few tracks that use garage band drum loops.

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Little Brother Brighton, UK

Bristol-based musician that can't write choruses.

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